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[10 Jun 2011|06:48pm] i don't need a parachute. you don't need to ask if i'm okay. i can look after myself. we've been walking for hours now and my feet are starting to itch. blisters cracked all over my skin, and my shoes don't even fit. i have tried to carry you as far as i can go but i'm not strong enough to do this on my own. i've packed my bags to leave this town cause i'm not welcome back here anymore upon these shores. i'm so sorry for the pain, sorry for the ache, sorry for the moods i'm swinging. but i don't need your hand, i don't need your heart, i don't need a parachute. i'm so sorry for the grief, sorry for the hate, sorry for the moods i left you. but i don't want it back, i don't need it back, i don't need a parachute. may the love that we share come alive tonight. 1 comment|post comment

[24 May 2011|11:54pm] there are too many people in this world trying to shout their names. how am i supposed to know where to run? i don't know who's to blame. and i give people something along the way. is it okay to be afraid of love if you don’t understand it? the nights are so long without you and the days speed up. my God, i'll never let go of you now cause some things are not worth changing. my heart swells to the size of an orchid. it takes the rest of my heart with it going down down down… but i'm never going back home. we've sent people into space without even really knowing if they're ever going to come back down. there are people asking just where i am. is it okay to be afraid of hope if you don’t know how to keep it? the nights are so long without you and the days speed up. my God, i just can't lose you now but things are about to change. my heart swells to the size of an orchid. it takes the rest of my heart with it going down down down… but i'll never go back home. if people on earth could just get together then maybe we could find a place for each other. post comment

[10 Aug 2010|07:39pm] her eyes are as white as the color of her skin and i'm wondering how she never came to give this in. most of the time i want this game to end. how have i lost my only friend? her mind is as green as the color of her past and i'm wondering how she ever came to win my heart. most of the time, i want this game to end. how have i lost my only friend? when the sky is black and all i can see is a wave of raindrops. you promised me you'd never leave me here. 2 comments|post comment

[19 May 2010|11:12pm] i get dressed up in my winter clothes and step outside to look at the roses but they're all covered in the morning snow. just open your heart and the world will carry you home tonight, it will. i get dressed up in my summer clothes and step outside to look at the roses but they're all covered in sharpened thorns. just open your eyes and the world will follow you home tonight, it will. let's put on our rain coats and drench ourselves in england's weather just to know we're free. we'll bury our heads down beneath the old oak tree, just you and me. but please, i'll take this broken heart of mine. it's the only beat that i have left that's pulsing through this empty chest, and i don't know where i should begin. i get dressed up in my autumn clothes and step outside to pick up the leaves and cannot believe a whole year has gone. i open my arms to embrace, it's time to go right back to the start. 2 comments|post comment

[15 Dec 2009|02:58pm] as we grow up, we have to learn that everyone we know will let us down. you'll pave a new life with things of old. the things you'll never know, you once did. so maybe you should run around the sun and just pollute the air. maybe you should run around the sun with your empty guns, your empty guns, your empty guns. post comment

[04 Aug 2009|05:09pm] lay your weapons down. the Lord has come to save us all and the truth is all he ever needed from you. But you were not the answer, you were not the answer. you are not the answer for the world. i have found a new sense to my surroundings, but only when you're out of view. will you ever know me and will you ever help me through? lay your weapons down. the Lord has come to save us all and the truth is all he ever needed from you. intellects, vast and cool, unsympathetic with God and His earth with envious eyes. but slowly and surely they drew their plans against us. they drew their plans against us. post comment

[19 Jul 2009|03:37pm] some of us will die alone. some of us will never reach the end of the road. it isn't enough. some of us will never know the meaning of trust. some of us will feed off all the people who give. it's never enough. are we a race of animals who beg, steal, and chew on the bones that are left from the people who cared? we'll beg the kids forget your lessons, raise up your guard, protect your honour. vote, fear, lies, feed, pray, debt, fear, pray. i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine, and now you'll never have to know. i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine, and now you'll never know. some of us will hold beliefs to live, love, and trust all the people we meet. you are the social elite. some of us will die alone. some of us will never know the meaning of love. well, is it enough? we'll beg the kids forget your lessons, raise up your guard, protect your honour. feed, pray, dress, lies, pray, vote. lies, it's all fucking lies. i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine, and now you'll never have to know. i'm not a war machine, I'm not a war machine, and now you'll never know. i am a war machine, i am a war machine, i am a war machine and now you'll never have to know. i am a war machine, i am a war machine.. i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine and now you'll never have to know. i'm not a war machine, i'm not a war machine, and now you'll never know. 1 comment|post comment

[16 Nov 2008|04:00am] we dive into my bed and swim under the sheet. we float from wave to wave until we reach the shore. dry your armor, lay your weapons here. dry your armor, lay your weapons here. i drowned in my sleep away from everyone. colors filled my lungs, a better place i am. dry your armor, lay your weapons here. dry your armor, lay your weapons here. let's destroy all defenses. 1 comment|post comment

[14 Oct 2008|01:26am] if you, you are the bolts that are making the earth spin then i have failed to embrace the touch of my own skin. so please, please make me love. to be better than this machine has grown to be. if we, we are the conscience of the roads that we once walked. so please, please make me learn that we're better than these machines have grown to be. my shadow grabbed me by the feet and grew much taller than i am. so please, please make me learn that we're better than these machines have grown to be. please, please make me see that i'm better than this machine. 'cause now i know. post comment

[08 Jun 2008|12:50am] mankind has always wondered about the kind of universe it lives in. mankind has always indulged in creation myths as far back as recorded history goes, and it's just human nature to want to understand the universe we live in, where it came from, what it is now and where it's going. with all apologies you wake me up, you hold the porcelain to take me home. hold my hand until the waves come, hold my hand until the waves come. this is our last. take care, love. it won't stop, it won't stop a thing. with all apologies you wake me up, you hold the porcelain to take me home. hold my hand until the waves come, the waves come. just hold my hand until the waves come around. well, the einstein equations are sort of the mount everest of theoretical physics and, you know, we want to get to the top. we want to be able to make einstein's equations routine to solve. we would like to have undergraduates be able to solve einstein's equations routinely. we might as well have grade school kids doing it because, you know, the physics is intuitive. i mean, grade school kids know about black holes and they might want to know: "well, gosh, what happens if i drop a black hole in a black hole?" post comment

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